desperation
des.per.a.tion \.des-p*-'ra--sh*n\ n 1: a loss of hope and surrender to misery or dread 2: a state of hopelessness leading to rashness
des.per.a.tion \.des-p*-'ra--sh*n\ n 1: a loss of hope and surrender to misery or dread 2: a state of hopelessness leading to rashness