inwardly
in.ward.ly \'in-w*rd-le-\ av 1: MENTALLY, SPIRITUALLY 2a: INTERNALLY {bled
~} 2b: to oneself : PRIVATELY {cursed ~}
Webster's English Dictionaryin.ward.ly \'in-w*rd-le-\ av 1: MENTALLY, SPIRITUALLY 2a: INTERNALLY {bled
~} 2b: to oneself : PRIVATELY {cursed ~}