reluctant
Cross references: 1. disinclined re.luc.tant \ri-'l*k-t*nt\ aj [L reluctant-, reluctans, prp. of reluctari to struggle again]st, fr. re- + luctari to struggle - more at LOCK 1: struggling against : OPPOSING 2: holding back : AVERSE, UNWILLING {~ to condemn hi m} - re.luc.tant.ly av